Self hypnosis

I mean wow!

I just tried it for the first time. At first I felt really ridiculous, but then I just stopped thinking, like my brain had fallen asleep, can't remember anything about the ten minutes I stayed it the deep hypnosis. Only when the tape said the number three of the waking up program I realised time had passed. So twenty minutes program, and I feel like I've slept for two hours, without the grogginess of naps.

Now to cook some rice for lunch and some more meditating in the evening. o/

Really been a while

Yes, I'm really lazy to write journals or blogs...
Lots and lots has happened, so I really haven't had time to think about writing it down. -.-

So, I've moved to Joensuu, started university and been extra-busy these two months. I've already had two exams and been to Lahti only once. I'll be going to visit my sister in Tampere in a month and back to Lahti for Christmas.

Monday will be Samhain, but I'm celebrating it tomorrow already, 'cause I've got school on Monday. And the we're having a Halloween party on Wednesday.

Anyway, I've had some hard times adjusting here and my panic attacks got a bit worse for it, but I'm looking into some alternative medications, and most of the time I'm okay. It's only when my hormone balance is whacked... meaning once a month... there's a risk. It's just annoying, nothing else... -.-

Now, on a lighter note, I really like living on my own. My place's wonderful, if a bit expensive. My neighbours can be a bit noisy sometimes, but not too much. I've met some great people here and been having wonderful time with them. I don't know, all in all, I think the good outweighs the bad and I really enjoy my lessons and lectures.

I'm really hyped about tomorrow and all I'm really going to do is meditate and eat well and burn candles the whole day. I really felt like I was preparing for Christmas for all the shopping and baking I did. ^^''
So, I write again before Yule, I think... when I get back home, at the latest.