Tuesday, 2 October 2012

Fall; creative angst

It's really tragic that I want to write/draw something something dramatic, but I feel like it'd be too much and too personal.... So I won't do it... -.-

It's full fall now, over here and cloudy and grey most of the time. The only colour comes from the changing leaves. I even changed my music to Blackmore's Night and other such things, my fall collection, you might call it. For some reason autumn always makes me feel like I want to create fantasy things. Draw, paint, even write! It keeps my mind busy.

This fall, I've really not have had the time to do this, as I've two courses that take most  of my free time. I've got to read classic novels, not too bad, as I enjoy reading, but there are too many books! The other course is academic writing, and we have to write three 1,000-1,500 word essays this semester and three more during spring. I like writing too, academic or otherwise, but the first topic was boring as hell. I wish the next one is more interesting.

I get a lot of painting ideas all the time, but can't find the time to realise them. It's really getting to me... I think, I'll paint one or two things today... As I've one sketch done and just got another idea. -.-

I really wish there was a button where I could turn my imagination off, though. P:

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